1.27.11. Sickly Girl

I'm really not doing well with this blogging thing, but as is, Rena has pushed me to blog again (she was inspiring, a'ight?) and well, here I am.
I'm currently very sick. Not very very sick, just... Either have a cold or the flu. It suuuucks. I don't like sitting at home boredly while all my friends at school do weird stuff without me. -pout-
Ehhhhhh. Imma go back to drawing. Goodbye. XD

1/5/11 ::Love you Mom::

That's what my dad said as he walked out the door just now o.O Granted, it was with a bit of prodding on her part, but man it was WEIRD.
My family has a long known history of not liking eachother very well. But wow... Not something you hear every day. Huh.
Lessee, I had a better day at school today. I'm rewriting one of my friends' papers on homosexuality and bisexuality and how parents, family, and friends should take it. It wasn't too well written - though pretty good for my friend's writing, buuuut I have to work a lot on it.
I have the rest of my homework to do tonight... and of course Bible study in two hours... Eesh. I have work to do. Bai! -poof-

1/4/11 ::Already Missed A Day::

Awh.
I already missed a day of blogging... Day three o.O
Yesterday was really busy. I had Girlscouts and then homework galore... Ick... And of course I was working on my AMV, slacking off on homework. As a result, I now may not work on it for a couple days while I dedicate my afternoons to homework - and of course bible study tomorrow with dear Rena.
Today I had an argument with my father over my grades and how to fix them, and I ended up in the bathroom for about an hour crying and trying to get it together again. I then went to the CIS teacher (Comunities in School) who served as my councilor and pieced everything together for the day, and went to second period. I had missed all of first period in my breakdown stage -.-
Buuut today got better.
I had another argument with my dad that turned into a talk of sorts... But overall it has gotten better, though I'm tired as all heck because I was crying so much today. I can barely keep my eyes open right now XD
And for the record, math SUCKS.
Yep.
-poofs-

1/2/11 ::Blog. Then Essay.::

AH! I didn't finish my essay yesterday, and then I ended up going shopping today, so now I'm already waaaay behind schedule. And it's only the second day of the year! -dies-
So I bought a Disney Princess Barbie Doll today. And I love it. XD I think I may start collecting Barbies again. And not open 'em. I kinda wish I had bought that one special edition one at goodwill... she was so pretty...
Anyhow, I really don't want to waste anymore time on this blog, I definitely have work to do, and I have to be in bed by 10:30-11:00 pm. Somewhere in there. Tata!

1/1/11 ::What a Date!::

I found today's date pretty hilarious, actually. -snicker- Oh. Right. Happy New Years, guys XD

So, I totally forgot one of my most important goals of the year - actually, probably my most important personal goal yet. Losing weight, getting fit, edging closer to being semi-thin XD You know? Make myself feel healthy AND pretty. Starving yourself is overrated. Plus it'd probably be good for me, seeing as I CAN'T HOLD MY OWN WEIGHT!
Anyhow, I have to go back and fix my goal list with that and a few other things. And hang it on my wall. >_< When that'll get done, I'll never know.

I'm thanking God at the moment because I just realized that this is a Saturday. Giving me time to begin work on music and finish my essay... And work out... >_< Eh... Stupid wanting to look and feel good... -.-

I also need to draw something today. I can't forget that. I wonder what I need to draw though... Nothing has sparked creativity yet.

Ah well, off to that list of things I have to do XD Tata!